right now i wish i didn't met you and became fast friend  so that i never learn how to care. but i do care for a friend who cares for you. or i'll have self talk to myself next time if i'll come to your aid if you need help. do you know what is running in my mind when i'm heading home? nobody cares for me. some people just don't know how to be considerate. i rushed myself to go out go help a friend but then got rejected at the end. give some respect if a person wants to help you. even if you thought its trouble for the person who cares. they want to help you dammit!

i should be composing this because i am doing my work..homework. i feel some chest pain right now. it hurts to be rejected you know.